Schedule smedule

So my long break from having  no life and hobby time is coming/came to an end.  Problem is, I can't get back to doing what I was doing before.

I've spent so many months now sacrificing all my time to be a care giver that I can't seem to get into the swing of things, get a schedule down to where I can get my work and my play done.  When did me time become so hard?!

It'd probably help if the person I was taking care of didn't still need some mild assistance, (She's fine btw guys, she was just incapacitated for a few months) and so I still as a loving family member don't want to really get deep into something IN CASE SHE NEEDS ME!!!

I need to take my life back, just I need to want it more I guess... or need to feel selfish.  It's hard.  I was always taught to put everyone else first, because that's the nice thing to do.  It's time to take back!!!!  I am all about me from this moment forth! 

My youtube channel is floating along.  I want to work on it, but I can only record at night, as the HOT Ga days are much too hot for turning off the AC, not to mention there's always neighborhood noise to muck up the recording, and by the time night rolls around I'm pooped because I woke up early in the day.  I need something to flip my days around again.  Maybe a a movie marathon through the night, and make sure I sleep these hot summer days away.  Only problem is, summer is the time of weddings... and weddings are in the day.  (Part time photographer, it's a blast btw!)

Other then that my friends are all like "where are you we miss you!"  Guys, (and gals) I miss you too!!!  I just idk I'm having a hard time being available when you are.  <3 This will be the last day of lame "omg self sacrifice!" (good deeds do feel way too good), Jemi's going to be selfish, she needs her me time.

Criminal by: Karin Slaughter

Recently I had the privilege to read best selling author Karin Slaughter's new novel Criminal (on sale 7.3.12) This book has literally something for everyone.  It has a compelling mystery, a troubled love story, tough cops, and a crazy killer.  Below the fold I'll try to maintain a mostly spoiler free review.

The Avengers

I was finally able to get to the movies and see The Avengers as I was suggested many times that it was a must see. It's a fan service movie. If you know me personally you know I have a fond distaste for these. Not because they can't be good, but I just feel like they are cheap money grabs at the fan's wallets. If you've been a fan of the DC comic movies of late, you've already seen it, and I'm sure you LOVE it. Which makes me happy, because hey, you got something good!

For everyone else, well you probably had a decent time at the very least.

As for me, I payed for movie seats in a theater that was caving in. The ceiling was dripping, and fiber glass was hanging down. Kind of a drag, Shame on you Carmike Cinemas, that room should have been shut down! Now that I think about it, I should have snapped a photo of it. Seriously, my party couldn't decide if we should do an about face and demand our money back or just deal with it.

Aside from the appalling state of the theater room, Here are some things I noted about Avengers. Captain America has lovely eye lashes.

The scene where Nick Fury throws the bloody Capt. America cards on the table. Iron Man's chest Arc reactor wasn't glowing for the whole scene. He was also wearing a Black Sabbath Tee.

The only character that got any real screen time containing back story or personality was Iron Man. Thor came close, but it was needed because his brother Loki was the villain, it couldn't be avoided.

Mewling Quim was used. I love purple prose.

Hawk Eye's mind control reminded me of Mako poisoning.

To wrap this up @Gabe_Games said "I would sit it a pile of trash to watch that movie...so its worth it jem jem!" so this movie is defiantly worth seeing.